2021.10.18 02:30 PrincessShyEgg Am I trans?
I’m confused and I’m sorry if this is a post that is routinely asked on here, I’d just like some insight.
So for starters, I’m 18 and AMAB and I use She/Her pronouns on here. I have the most amazingly perfect girlfriend who I have spoken to about some of my feelings.
Throughout my life I’ve always dreamed and wondered what it would be like to have a female body. I would dream about it like an excited child on Christmas Eve wishing to wake up in a different body. As I grew older I found that the only pornography I liked was cartoon MtF transformation as that’s all I wanted to happen to me. For a long time I just felt like I was fetishising it all and felt horrible for it.
However as time has gone on the feelings of wanting to change have simply increased. Originally it would be a dream to fall asleep happy to, then a sexual interest and desire (although one thing I noticed was that even after I might’ve cum, the desire and want to change was still very much present and so that’s why I think it’s not just a sexual thing), to now becoming jealous of women and just wanting to be one the majority of the time. I also stumbled across egg_irl and found that I related to a hell of a lot of stuff on there which I think has been a catalyst regarding my increased thoughts of wanting to transition, an example being that apparently most cis people don’t constantly wish to transition, whereas I do. That is just one among many things I’ve related to.
Another thing is that although I want to ultimately transition, I’m also kinda happy how I am but then 2 seconds later I’m not happy how I am and it’s an on going cycle of indecisiveness.
I thought taking up a more feminine approach sexually would give me a different perspective and in all honesty I like it but I don’t know if that’s just because I’ve found being submissive to be nice or simply because riding a dildo feels heavenly but I wish it was with a vagina and not my ass.
Ultimately I don’t know what to think or whether or not what I’m experiencing is anything to do with being transgender and so I just wanted to put this out there and see what people think.
I’m sorry if this makes no sense, as I said I am very confused at the moment.
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2021.10.18 02:30 Merpitron Welp, this happened
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I’ve already cleared the entire game on veteran. Get to nightmare and something always goes wrong making the game absolutely unplayable. Either it’s a ton of terrible corruption cards stacked with already abysmal AI spawn rates, or just getting pummeled by 15 tallboys in a row in small rooms.
When will the devs actually fix this and play test their own games? Because they sure as shit didn’t play test nightmare. My favorite #back4blood moment was when a hag spawned in, and then a bunch of hordes with tallboys cards enabled, and at the same time a regular horde and a few boomers spawned in as well. We just gave up after that as we were on the last level before a save point.
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Hi I have 4 embryos reached to day 5 blasts. Nurse said that 2 are BD quality and 2 are CD quality. What does it mean? I am going to have PGT-A done next. What are my chances with FET?
Thank you 🙏
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There are tons of movies about previous wars (WW I, WWII, Vietnam, etc ). There are also movies that take place after WW III, about preventing WW III, or where the world fights aliens... Are there movies where countries are fighting countries on a WW III scale? The only film that comes to mind might be Red Dawn but if that's the best example it's a poor one. Too controversial to touch maybe?
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2021.10.18 02:30 rootsnall Found today growing in flower bed in rural Virginia, US
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